Journal Vol4 7
| Author | John Wesley |
|---|---|
| Type | journal |
| Year | None |
| Passage ID | jw-journal-vol4-7-050 |
| Words | 387 |
quite confused, andmy strength entirely gone. Yet I breathed
freely, and had not the least thirst, nor any pain, from head to
foot.
I was now at a full stand, whether to aim at Lisburn, or to
push forward for Dublin. But my friends doubting whether I
could bear so long a journey, I went straight to Derry-Aghy;
a gentleman's seat, on the side of a hill, three miles beyond
Lisburn. Here nature sunk, and I tookmy bed. But I could
July, 1775.]
no more turn myself therein, than a new-born child. My
memory failed, as well as my strength, andwell nigh my under-
standing. Only those words ran in my mind, when I saw Miss
Gayer on one side of the bed, looking at her mother on the
other:-
She sat, like Patience on a monument,
Smiling at grief.
But still I had no thirst, no difficulty of breathing, no pain,
from head to foot.
I cangive no account ofwhat followed for two or three days,
beingmore dead than alive. Only I remember it was difficult
for me to speak, my throat being exceeding dry. But Joseph
Bradford tells me I said on Wednesday, " It will be determined
before this time to-morrow ; " that my tongue was much swollen,
and as black as a coal ; that I was convulsed all over ; and that
for some time my heart did not beat perceptibly, neither was
any pulse discernible.
In the night of Thursday, 22, Joseph Bradford came to me
with a cup, and said, " Sir, you must take this." I thought,
" I will, if I can swallow, to please him; for it will do me
neither harm nor good." Immediately it set me a vomiting ;
myheart began to beat and my pulse to play again ; and from
that hour the extremity ofthe symptoms abated. The nextday
I sat up several hours, and walked four or five times across the
room. On Saturday I sat up all day, and walked across the
room many times, without any weariness ; on Sunday, I came
down stairs, and sat several hours in the parlour ; on Monday,
I walked out before the house ; on Tuesday, I took an airing in
the chaise, and on Wednesday, trusting in God, to the aston-