Wesley Collected Works Vol 8
| Author | John Wesley |
|---|---|
| Type | treatise |
| Year | None |
| Passage ID | jw-wesley-collected-works-vol-8-421 |
| Words | 400 |
So that this is the
first time I have appeared in controversy, properly so called. Indeed I have not wanted occasion to do it before; particu
larly when, after many stabs in the dark, I was publicly
attacked, not by an open enemy, but by my own familiar
friend. But I could not answer him. I could only cover my
face and say, Kat ovels exeuvov; Kat ov, Texvov; “Art thou
also among them? Art thou, my son?”
2. I now tread an untried path “with fear and trembling;”
fear, not of my adversary, but of myself. I fear my own
spirit, lest I “fall where many mightier have been slain.” I
never knew one man (or but one) write controversy, with what
I thought a right spirit. Every disputant seems to think (as
every soldier) that he may hurt his opponent as much as he
can; nay, that he ought to do his worst to him, or he cannot
make the best of his own cause; that so he do not belie or
wilfully misrepresent him, he must expose him as far as he is
able. It is enough, we suppose, if we do not show heat or
passion against our adversary. But, not to despise him, or
endeavour to make others do so, is quite a work of super
erogation. 3. But ought these things to be so? (I speak on the Chris
tian scheme.) Ought we not to love our neighbour as ourselves? And does a man cease to be our neighbour, because he is of a
different opinion; nay, and declares himself so to be? Ought
we not, for all this, to do to him as we would he should do to
us? But do we ourselves love to be exposed, or set in the
worst light? Would we willingly be treated with contempt? If not, why do we treat others thus? And yet who scruples
it? Who does not hit every blow he can, however foreign to
the merits of the cause? Who, in controversy, casts the
mantle of love over the nakedness of his brother? Who
keeps steadily and uniformly to the question, without ever
striking at the person? Who shows, in every sentence, that
he loves his brother only less than the truth? 4. I have made a little faint essay towards this. I have a
brother who is as my own soul.