Wesley Collected Works Vol 11
| Author | John Wesley |
|---|---|
| Type | treatise |
| Year | None |
| Passage ID | jw-wesley-collected-works-vol-11-344 |
| Words | 373 |
10. “These seasons generally terminated in this: Being
convinced that to be “filled with the Holy Ghost’ was a
better qualification for the ministry of the gospel than any
classical learning, (though that too may be useful in its place,)
after speaking awhile in the school-room, he used frequently
to say, “As many of you as are athirst for this fulness of
the Spirit, follow me into my room.” On this, many of us
have instantly followed him, and there continued till noon,
wrestling like Jacob for the blessing, praying one after
another, till we could bear to kneel no longer. This was not
done once or twice, but many times. And I have sometimes
seen him on these occasions, once in particular, so filled with
the love of God, that he could contain no more; but cried
out, ‘O my God, withhold thy hand, or the vessel will burst.”
But he afterwards told me, he was afraid he had grieved the
Spirit of God; and that he ought rather to have prayed that
the Lord would have enlarged the vessel, or have suffered it
to break; that the soul might have no farther bar or inter
ruption to its enjoyment of the supreme good.”
This is certainly a just remark. The proper prayer on
such an occasion would have been,
Give me the enlarged desire,
And open, Lord, my soul,
Thy own fulness to require,
And comprehend the whole ! Stretch my faith's capacity
Wider, and yet wider still ;
Then with all that is in thee
My ravish'd spirit fill ! 11. “Such was the ordinary employment of this man of God
while he remained at Trevecka. He preached the word of life
to the students and family, and as many of the neighbour's
as desired to be present. He was ‘instant in season, out of
season;’ he ‘reproved, rebuked, exhorted, with all long
suffering. He was always employed, either in discovering;
some important truth, or exhorting to some neglected duty,
or administering some needful comfort, or relating some useful
anecdote, or making some profitable remark or observation
upon anything that occurred. And his devout soul, always
burning with love and zeal, led him to intermingle prayer with
all he said.