Wesley Corpus

*** One day, as she was praising God, one desired her brother to take pattern by her. She immediately answered, “ Not by me; take pattern by Jesus,--take pattern by Jesus!” About twelve at night, as [ came into the room, she said, “ My heart is blessed of the Lord’; and by the strength of the living God I speak. Come, let us go to prayer; let us praise the living God once more in this world; the Lord ever Here her breath failed. But soon after, she sung with us, Come, let us join our cheerful songs ; adding, “I am more afraid to live than to die; but whether I live or die, I will praise the Lord.” ** On Sunday morning she said, “ Jesus loves me; he has been always with me; heisa merciful God; he is indeed. I shall go to glory, to glory. Come, O Lord Jesus, and make my passage easy to eternal glory! I long to be with Jesus. I could grasp him!” (stretching out her arms!) “O give me an easy passage!--We shall soon meet again, to sing ‘praises. unto the Lord for ever.” At another time she said, “ Let others do what they will, we will praise the Lord. I am happy, I am easy; if he raises me or not, I shall praise the Lord.” She said to her father, “I asked to drink of the bitter cup; but I knew not what I asked. But yet, ifitisa hundred times more, I desire to drink it all.” ““* As she grew weaker, she was seized with strong convulsions, which followed close one upon another. But the moment the fit ceased, she always began to speak, praying and praising God; nor was her understanding, or even her memory, either disordered 0) weakened thereby : nay, her understanding remained even during the fit; so that she heard and knew all that was spoken near her; and when she recovered her speech, repeated, as there was occasion, and remarked upon it. “¢ When Mr. C---- W and two others came to pray with her, she was exceeding low. After they were gone, she said, ‘ My spirit joins es vy June, 1751. ] REV. J. WESLEY’S JOURNAL. 317