Journal Vol1 3
| Author | John Wesley |
|---|---|
| Type | journal |
| Year | None |
| Passage ID | jw-journal-vol1-3-939 |
| Words | 355 |
Tues. 3.--In spite of the indolence of some, and the cowardice of
others, I preached in the evening on the Connaught side of the river.
I then met the society ; but when I would have dismissed them, none
seemed willing to go. We were standing and looking at each other,
when a trooper stepped out into the middle of the room, and said, “I
must speak. I was Saul: I persecuted the children of God. I joined
with you in Philip’s Town; but I fell back, and hated God and all his
ways. I hated you in particular, and, a day or two ago, said all manner
of evil of you. Iwas going to a woman last night, when one of my
comrades met and asked me if I would go to the watch-night. Out of
curiosity I came; but for half the sermon, I minded nothing that was
said. ‘Then God struck me to the heart, so that I could not stand, but
dropped down to the ground. I slept none last night, and came to you
in the morning; but I could not speak. I went from you to a few of
our brethren, and they prayed with me till my burden dropped off. And
now, by the grace of God, we will part no more. I am ready to go
with you all over the world.”
The words were as fire: they kindled a flame which spread through
the congregation. We praised God with one heart and one voice. I
then a second time pronounced the blessing; but the people stood
without motion as before, till a dragoon stepped from his fellows, and
said, ‘1 was a Pharisee from my youth, having a strict form of godliness ; and yet I always wanted something: but I knew not what; till
something within me pushed me on, I could not tell why, to hear you.
J have done so, since you came hither. I immediately saw what I
wanted was faith, and the love of God; and he supplied my wants here
last night. Now I can rejoice in God my Saviour.”