Journal Vol1 3
| Author | John Wesley |
|---|---|
| Type | journal |
| Year | None |
| Passage ID | jw-journal-vol1-3-841 |
| Words | 392 |
Some being of opinion it would not be difficult to procure a pardon for
him, S. Peters, though she never mentioned this to him, resolved to leave
no means unattempted. She procured several petitions to be drawn, and
went herself to Westminster, to Kensington, and to every part of the
town where any one lived who might possibly assist therein. In the mean
time she went constantly to Newgate, sometimes alone, sometimes witb
one or two others, visited all that were condemned in their cells, exhorted
them, prayed with them, and had the comfort of finding them, every time,
more athirst for God than before; and of being followed, whenever she
went away, with abundance of prayers and blessings.
After a time, she and her companions believed it would be of use to
examine each.closeiy as to the state of his soul. They spoke to John
Lancaster first. He lifted up his eyes and hands, and, after pausing
a while, said, “I thank God, I do feel that he has forgiven me my sins: I
do know it.” They asked, how, and when, he knew it first. He replied,
‘“‘T was in great fear and heaviness, till the very morning you came hither
first. That morning I was in earnest prayer ; and just as St. Paul’s clock
struck five. the Lord poured into my soul such peace as I had never felt ;
so that I was scarce able to bear it. From that hour J have never been
afraid to die; for I know, and am sure, as soon as my soul departs from
the body, the Lord Jesus will stand ready to carry it into glory.”
The next who was spoken to was Thomas Atkins, nineteen years of
age. When he was asked (after many other questions, in answering
which he expressed the clearest and deepest conviction of all his sins, as
well as that for which he was condemned) if he was not afraid to die;
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he fixed his eyes upward, and said, in the most earnest and solemn man
ner, “I bless God I am not afraid to die; for I have laid my soul at the
feet of Jesus.” And to the last moment of his life, he gave all reason to
believe that these were not vain words.