Journal Vol1 3
| Author | John Wesley |
|---|---|
| Type | journal |
| Year | None |
| Passage ID | jw-journal-vol1-3-611 |
| Words | 340 |
Thur. 2'7.--I called on the solicitor whom I had employed in the
suit lately commenced against me in chancery; and here I first saw
that foul monster, a chancery bill! A scroll it was of forty-two pages,
in large folio, to tell a story which needed not to have taken up forty
lines! And stuffed with such stupid, senseless, improbable lies, (many
of them, too, quite foreign to the question,) as, I believe, would have
cost the compiler his life in any Heathen court either of Greece or
Rome. And this is equity in a Christian country! This is the English
method of redressing other grievances! I conclude this year with the
extract of a letter which I received some weeks before :--
* Honourep Sir,--I beg leave to give you a short account of my ex
perience from the time I can remember.
“In my childhood, confused convictions often passed through my mind,
so that I almost always had the fear of God before my eyes, and a sense
of his seeing me; and I frequently used to abstain from sin upon that
account. When I did sin, I was immediately checked and grieved; so
that E generally was serious, nothing like any of my other brothers, and
was, on that account, esteemed a good child, and greatly caressed. I
constantly said my prayers, and was much given to reading; but it was
chiefly plays and romances, of which I was as fond as I was of cards,
shows, races, feasts, and whatever are called innocent diversions. Yet
even these were always a burden to me when over; so that I was forced
to own, All these are vanity.
** At about sixteen, I was sent to Yarmouth, where I fell twice or thrice
into intemperance, for which I was severely reproved in my conscience ;
but I used to make up matters by going oftener to church: and having
good health, and no care, I was generally easy in my mind, and gay and
jocose in my conversation.