Journal Vol1 3
| Author | John Wesley |
|---|---|
| Type | journal |
| Year | None |
| Passage ID | jw-journal-vol1-3-601 |
| Words | 269 |
A young man, servant to Mrs. Clark, of Newington, went home
deeply affected. The next day he was taken ill, and every day grew
worse ; so that when I came to the house on Monday the 10th, (though
I knew nothing of him, or of his illness before,) he was just gasping for
breath. It was a melancholy sight: both his words and his eyes “witnessed huge affliction and dismay.” Death stared him in the face,
and he knew not God. He could but just say, “« For God’s sake pray
for me.” -
John Nelson coming in, we asked life for our brother, in full confidence of the promise. All this day, as his illness so his terrors increased.
But the next day, God gave him life from the dead. He told me, “ Now
I am not afraid to die; for I know God loves me. I did not use to
love you or your people ; but now I love you as my own soul. I love
you all: I know you are the people of God; and I am just going to
him.” He continued praising God as long as he could speak; and
when he could not, his eyes were fixed upward. Between one and two
on Wednesday morning he cried out, “I have lost my God! Where
is he? I cannot see him.” But he soon recovered himself and said,
“ Now I have found him; and IJ shall lose him no more.” About seven
I prayed with him, and praised God on his behalf; and not long after
he fell asleep.