Journal Vol1 3
| Author | John Wesley |
|---|---|
| Type | journal |
| Year | None |
| Passage ID | jw-journal-vol1-3-474 |
| Words | 361 |
Being conscious of my igt:orance, I earnestly besought God to enlighten
my understanding. I seriously considered what I read, and endeavoured to weigh it in the balance of the sanctuary. And what can I
say concerning the part I read? I can and must say thus much, (and
that with as full evidence as I can say, that two and two make four,) it
is most sublime nonsense ; inimitable bombast ; fustian not to be paralleled! All of a piece with his inspired interpretation of the word
Tetragrammaton; on which (mistaking it for the unutterable name itself,
whereas it means only a word consisting of four letters) he comments
with such exquisite gravity and solemnity, telling you the meaning of
every syllable of it.
Sat. 5.--I rode for Epworth. Before we came thither, I made an
end of Madam Guyon’s “ Short Method of Prayer,” and “ Les Torrents
Spirituelles.”” Ah, my brethren! I can answer your riddle, now I have
ploughed with your heifer. The very words I have so often heard some
of you use, are not your own, no more than they are God’s. They are
only retailed from this poor Quietist ; and that with the utmost faithfulness. O that ye knew how much God is wiser than man! Then
would you drop Quietists and Mystics together, and at all hazards keep
to the plain, practical, written word of God. It being many years since
I had been in Epworth before, I went to an inn, in the middle of the
town, not knowing whether there were any left in it now who would not
be ashamed of my acquaintance. But an old servant of my father’s,
with two or three poor women, presently found me out. I asked her,
*¢ Do you know any in Epworth who are in earnest to be saved?” She
answered, “I am, by the grace of God; and I know I am saved through
faith.” I asked, “‘ Have you then the peace of God? Do you know
that he has forgiven your sins?” She replied, “I thank God, I know
it well. And many here can.say the same thing.”