Journal Vol1 3
| Author | John Wesley |
|---|---|
| Type | journal |
| Year | None |
| Passage ID | jw-journal-vol1-3-450 |
| Words | 396 |
thing. He answered, ‘Nothing but Christ; and I am as sure of him as
if I had him already.’ He often said, ‘ O mother, if all the world believed
in Christ, what a happy world would it be!--And they may; for Christ
died for every soul of man: I was the worst of sinners, and he died fcr
me. O thou that callest the worst of sinners, call me! O, it is a free gift!
I am sure I have done nothing to deserve it.” On Wednesday he said to
his mother, ‘I amin very great trouble for my father; he has always
taken an honest care of his family, but he does not know God; if he dies
in the state he is in now, he cannot be saved. I have prayed for him.
and will pray for him.’ (His father died not long after.) ‘If God should
give him the true faith, and then take him to himself, do not you fear,--
do not you be troubled: God has promised to be a "palate to the fatherless,
and a husband to the widow. I will pray for him and you in heaven; and
I hope we shall sing hallelujah in heaven together.’
“To his eldest sister he said, ‘Do not puff yourself up with pride.
When you receive your wages, which is not much, lay it out in plain
necessaries. And if you are inclined to be merry, do not sing songs; that
1s the devil’s diversion; there are many lies and ill things in those idle
songs: do you sing psalms and hymns. Remember your Creator in the
days of your youth. When you are at work, you may lift up your heart
to God; and be sure never to rise or go to bed without asking his blessing. He added, ‘I shall die; but do not cry forme. Why should you
cry for me? Consider what a joyful thing it is, to have a brother go to
heaven. I am nota man; Iam but a boy. But is it not in the Bible,
‘Out of the mouths of babes and sucklings thou hast ordained strength?’
I know where I am going: I would not be without this knowiedge for a
thousand worlds; for though I am not in heaven yet, I am as sure of it
as if I was.’ ;