Journal Vol1 3
| Author | John Wesley |
|---|---|
| Type | journal |
| Year | None |
| Passage ID | jw-journal-vol1-3-433 |
| Words | 269 |
‘* Ft. 6.--Between ten and twelve the main shock began. I can give
but a faint account of this, not for want of memory, but of words. I felt
in my body nothing but storm and tempest, hail-stones and coals of fire.
But I do not remember that I felt any fear, (such was the mercy of God!)
nor any murmuring. And yet I found buta dull, heavy kind of patience,
which I knew was not what it ought to be. The fever came rushing
upon meas a lion, ready to break all my bones in pieces. My body grew
weaker every moment; but I did not feel my soul put on strength. Then
it came into my mind, ‘ Be still, and see the salvation of the Lord. I will
not stir hand or foot; but let him do with me what is good in his own
eyes.’ At once my heart was at ease. ‘My mouth was filled with
laughter, and my tongue with joy.’ My eyes overflowed with tears, and
I began to sing aloud. One who stood by said, ‘ Now he is light-headed.’
I told her, ‘O no; I am not light-headed; but I am praising God; God
is come to my help, and pain is nothing; glory be to God on high! I
now found why it was not expedient for me to recover my health sooner:
because then I should have lost this experimental proof, how little every
thing is which can befall the body, so long as God carries the soul aloft,
as it were on the wings uf an eagle.