Journal Vol1 3
| Author | John Wesley |
|---|---|
| Type | journal |
| Year | None |
| Passage ID | jw-journal-vol1-3-1155 |
| Words | 258 |
forsaken me.” She was immediately seized with violent pain: she
could not see the sun, or the light, only a dim twilight: she could not
taste her meat or drink, any more than the white of an egg: she had a
constant impulse to kill herself, which she believed she must do; and
attempted several times. After having continued thus three years and
a half, she resolved to endure it no longer; accordingly she procured
a knife to cut her throat, and did cut through the skin, but could get no
further ; it seemed to her as if the flesh were tron; she threw down the
knife, burst into tears, fell upon her knees, and began (what she had
not done all the time) to pour out her soul before God. Fear and
sorrow fled away: she rejoiced in God; she saw the light of the sun ;
her natural taste returned ; and she has been ever since in health of
-body and peace of mind.
Wed. 23.--I took my leave of Limerick, and rode to Six-mile Bridge.
There I left T. Walsh to preach in Irish, and went on to Rathlahine.
Thur. 24.--I went on to Ennis, a town consisting almost wholly of
Papists, except a few Protestant gentlemen. One of these (the chief
person in the town) had invited me to his house, and walked with me to
the court house, where I preached to a huge, wild, unwakened multitude, Protestants and Papists, many of whom would have been rude
enough if they durst.