Journal Vol1 3
| Author | John Wesley |
|---|---|
| Type | journal |
| Year | None |
| Passage ID | jw-journal-vol1-3-1153 |
| Words | 280 |
-- June, 1756.) REV. J. WESLEY’S JOURNAL. 607
many calls, even in dreams: and when we will not hear his call, it is often
tus way to make us feel his rod by removing our darling from us. I was your
darling ; and, seeing you refused the many calls of God, he is now taking
me away from you, if, by any means, he may bring you to himself.” She
then prayed for, and took her leave of, him. The next day when I came
in, and asked, “ How do you find yourself now?” She answered, “Blessed be God, very well. I know that my Redeemer lives: he is dear to me,
and I am dear to him: I know he is preparing me for himself, and I shall
soon be with him.”
She then prayed earnestly for entire sanctification ; till a friend coming
in, she said, “‘ The Lord has brought you, and all my dear friends to my
remembrance: I have not forgotten you in my prayers. You must come
and pray my last prayer. When you see me near my deliverance, go all
to prayer, and continue therein till my spirit is gone. Let there be no
crying over me; but all of you sing praises and rejoice over me.” She
never once complained of her pain; but behaved from the beginning with
that patience, sweetness, and love to all, that bespoke a soul which knew
herself just entering into the joy of her Lord. Thus she died the next
morning, August the 20th, after crying out as in ecstacy,--
“Bold J approach the eternal throne,
And claim the crown through Christ my own.”