Journal Vol1 3
| Author | John Wesley |
|---|---|
| Type | journal |
| Year | None |
| Passage ID | jw-journal-vol1-3-084 |
| Words | 355 |
- But am I, therefore, the nearer being a Christian? Not if Jesus Christ
be the model of Christianity. I doubt, indeed, I am much nearer that
mystery of Satan, which some writers affect to call by that name. So
near, that I had probably sunk wholly into it, had not the great mercy
of God just now thrown me upon reading St. Cyprian’s works. O
my soul, come not thou into their secret!” Stand thou in the good
old paths.
Fri. 13.--We had a thorough storm, which obliged us to shut all
close; the sea breaking over the ship continually. I was at first
afraid; but cried to God and was strengthened. Before ten, I lay
down: I bless God, without fear. About midnight we were awaked
by a confused noise of seas and wind and men’s voices, the like to
which I had never heard before. The sound of the sea breaking over
and against the sides of the ship, I could compare to nothing but large
cannon, or American thunder. The rebounding, starting, quivering
motion of the ship much resembled what is said of earthquakes. The
captain was upon deck in an instant. But his men could not hear what
he said. It blew a proper hurricane; which beginning at southwest,
then went west, northwest, north, and, in a quarter of an hour, round
by the east to the southwest point again. At the same time the sea
running (as they term it) mountain high, and that from many different
points at once, the ship would not obey the helm; nor indeed could
the steersman, through the violent rain, see the compass. So he was
‘forced to let her run before the wind, and in half an hour the.stress of
the storm was over.
About noon the next day it ceased. But first I had resolved, God
being my helper, not only to preach it to all, but to apply the word ot
God to every single soul in the ship; and if but one, yea, if not one of
them will hear, I know “ my labour is not in vain.”