Journal Vol1 3
| Author | John Wesley |
|---|---|
| Type | journal |
| Year | None |
| Passage ID | jw-journal-vol1-3-025 |
| Words | 364 |
soul. I shunned all company, and retired into a solitary place, resolving to spend my life there. For three days I had much comfort here ;
but on the fourth it was all gone. I was amazed, and went for advice
to an experienced Christian. When I came to him, I could not speak.
But he saw my heart, and advised me to go back to my house, and
follow the business Providence called me to. I went back, but was fit
for nothing. I could neither do business, nor join in any conversation.
All I could say to any one, was Yes, or No. Many times I could not
say that, nor understand the plainest thing that was said to me. My
friends and acquaintance looked upon me as dead, came no more to
me, nor spoke about me.
«« When I grew better, I began teaching some poor children. Others
Joining with me, we taught more and more, till there were above thirty
teachers, and above two hundred scholars. I had now invitations to
other universities. But I could not accept of any ; desiring only, if it
were the will of God, to be little and unknown. I had spent some
years thus, when Professor Breithaupt, of Halle, died: being then
pressed to remove thither, I believed it was the call of God, and went.
I had not been long there, before many faults were found, both with
my behaviour and preaching ; and offences increased more and more,
till, after half a year, a petition against me was sent to the King of
Prussia, who sent an order to the commander at Halle ; in pursuance
whereof I was warned to leave the city in forty-eight hours. I did so,
and retired to Hernhuth to Count Zinzendorf.
«The village of Hernhuth contains about a thousand souls, gathered
out of many nations. They hold fast the discipline, as well as the faith
and practice, of the apostolical church. I was desired by the brethren
there last year, to conduct sixteen of them to Georgia, where two lots
of ground are assigned us ; and with them I have staid ever since.”