To 1776
| Author | John Wesley |
|---|---|
| Type | journal |
| Year | None |
| Passage ID | jw-journal-1773-to-1776-053 |
| Words | 387 |
Yet I breathed freely, and had not
the least thirst, nor any pain, from head to foot. I was now at a full stand, whether to aim at Lisburn, or to
push forward for Dublin. But my friends doubting whether I
could bear so long a journey, I went straight to Derry-Aghy;
a gentleman's seat, on the side of a hill, three miles beyond
Lisburn. Here nature sunk, and I took my bed. But I could
July, 1775.] JOURNAL. 49
no more turn myself therein, than a new-born child. My
memory failed, as well as my strength, and well nigh my
understanding. Only those words ran in my mind, when I
saw Miss Gayer on one side of the bed, looking at her
mother on the other:--*
She sat, like Patience on a monument,
Smiling at grief. But still I had no thirst, no difficulty of breathing, no pain,
from head to foot. I can give no account of what followed for two or three days,
being more dead than alive. Only I remember it was difficult
for me to speak, my throat being exceeding dry. But Joseph
Bradford tells me I said on Wednesday, “It will be deter
mined before this time to-morrow;” that my tongue was
much swollen, and as black as a coal; that I was convulsed
all over; and that for some time my heart did not beat
perceptibly, neither was any pulse discernible. In the night of Thursday, 22, Joseph Bradford came to me
with a cup, and said, “Sir, you must take this.” I thought,
“I will, if I can swallow, to please him; for it will do me
neither harm nor good.” Immediately it set me a vomiting;
my heart began to beat and my pulse to play again; and from
that hour the extremity of the symptoms abated. The next
day I sat up several hours, and walked four or five times across
the room. On Saturday, I sat up all day, and walked across
the room many times, without any weariness; on Sunday, I
came down stairs, and sat several hours in the parlour; on
Monday, I walked out before the house; on Tuesday, I took
an airing in the chaise; and on Wednesday, trusting in God,
to the astonishment of my friends, I set out for Dublin.