To 1773
| Author | John Wesley |
|---|---|
| Type | journal |
| Year | None |
| Passage ID | jw-journal-1760-to-1773-377 |
| Words | 371 |
Arise and pray.’ I said, ‘I can pray
none.’ He said, ‘But God will help you; only keep close
to God. You are backward likewise in praying with others,
and afraid to receive the Lord’s Supper. Break through that
backwardness and that fear. The Lord bless you, and be
* About half a mile from the town. + No ! Not though she knew him to be a damned spirit. # Why not? Who can tell ? § And where canst thou stay with any comfort? Dost not thou carry with
thee thy own hell? 334 REv. J. wesLEY’s [May, 1768. ever with you !’ As he went away, I heard many voices singing
Hallelujah, with such melody as I never heard before. All
my trouble was gone, and I wanted nothing but to fly away
with them. “22. Sat. 28.--About twelve, my grandfather stood at the
bedside. I said, ‘In God’s name, what do you want?” He
said, ‘You do not make an end of this thing: Get it decided
as soon as possible. My coming is as uneasy to myself as it
can be to you.” Before he came, there was a strong smell of
burning, and the room was full of smoke, which got into my
eyes, and almost blinded me for some time after. “23. Wed. June 21.--About sunset, I was coming up
stairs, at Mrs. Knot's, and I saw him coming toward me out
of the opposite room. He went close by me on the stair-head. Before I saw him, I smelt a strong smell of burning, and so
did Miss Hosmer. It got into my throat, and almost stifled
me. I sat down, and fainted away. “24. On Friday, July 3, I was sitting at dinner, when I
thought I heard one come along the passage. I looked about,
and saw my aunt, Margaret Scot, of Newcastle, standing at
my back. On Saturday I had a letter, informing me that she
died on that day.”--Thus far Elizabeth Hobson. On Sunday, JULY 10, I received the following letter from
a friend, to whom I had recommended her:--
“Sunderland, July 6, 1768. “I wroTE you word before, that Elizabeth Hobson was
put into possession of the house.