To 1773
| Author | John Wesley |
|---|---|
| Type | journal |
| Year | None |
| Passage ID | jw-journal-1760-to-1773-033 |
| Words | 361 |
I was born again! My onc wish is, to know God, and be
with him eternally.”
“She frequently sung or repeated that verse,
O that he would himself impart,
And fix his Eden in my heart,
The sense of sin forgiven :
How would I then throw off my load,
And walk delightfully with God,
And follow Christ to heaven :
“She had now an earnest desire to see some of the
Methodists, and spoke to several, to ask some of those in
Tullamore to visit her. At length her importunity prevailed,
and James Kelly was sent for. On his coming in, she said,
‘I am exceeding glad to see you. I have had a longing
desire of it this month past. I believe the power of God is
with you. If I had health and strength, there should not be
a sermon preached, or a prayer put up, in your preaching
house, but I would be there.”
“I told her, “I hope the Spirit of the Lord will be your
present and eternal Comforter. She answered, ‘I can find
no comfort in any thing but in God alone.” While she
spoke, her soul was melted down. The love of God was shed
abroad in her heart, the tears ran down her cheeks, and she
began to rejoice in God exceedingly. Her mother, seeing
this, was fully convinced that there was more in religion than
she had herself experienced; and began to pray, with many
tears, that God would show her his salvation. This so
affected me, that I could not refrain from tears myself; so we
all wept, and prayed, and sang praise together. “On my going to her a second time, I found her truly alive
to God. ‘O, she said, ‘how I have longed to see you, that
we may be happy in God together! Come let us sing an
hymn. I gave out,
Of him that did salvation bring,
I could for ever think and sing. She sung all the time with exceeding joy. Afterwards she said,
‘This is a weary world; but I have almost done with it. O
how I long to be gone !