Wesley Corpus

A Prayer Under Convictions Source: Hymns and Sacred Poems (1739), Part I Author: Charles Wesley (attributed) --- 1 Father of light,11 from whom proceeds Whate’er thy ev’ry creature needs, Whose goodness providently nigh Feeds the young ravens when they cry; To thee I look; my heart prepare, Suggest, and hearken to my pray’r. 2 Since by thy light myself I see Naked, and poor, and void of thee, Thine eyes must all my thoughts survey, Preventing what my lips would say: Thou seest my wants; for help they call, And ere I speak, thou know’st them all. 3 Thou know’st the baseness of my mind Wayward, and impotent and blind, Thou know’st how unsubdu’d my will, Averse to good, and prone to ill: Thou know’st how wide my passions rove, Nor check’d by fear, nor charm’d by love. 4 Fain would I know, as known by thee, And feel the indigence I see; Fain would I all my vileness own, And deep beneath the burden groan: Abhor the pride that lurks within, Detest and loath myself and sin. 11Only the 2nd edn. (1739) uses “Father of lights,” as in James 1:17. 5 Ah give me, Lord, myself to feel, My total misery reveal: Ah give me, Lord, (I still would say) A heart to mourn, a heart to pray; My business this, my only care, My life, my ev’ry breath be pray’r. 6 Scarce I begin my sad complaint, When all my warmest wishes faint; Hardly I lift my weeping eye, When all my kindling ardors die; Nor hopes nor fears my bosom move, For still I cannot, cannot love. 7 Father, I want a thankful heart; I want to taste how good thou art, To plunge me in thy mercy’s sea, And comprehend thy love to me; The breadth, and length, and depth, and height Of love divinely infinite. 8 Father, I long my soul to raise And dwell for ever on thy praise, Thy praise with glorious joy to tell, In extasy unspeakable; While the full pow’r of FAITH I know, And reign triumphant here below.