Wesley Collected Works Vol 9
| Author | John Wesley |
|---|---|
| Type | treatise |
| Year | None |
| Passage ID | jw-wesley-collected-works-vol-9-033 |
| Words | 395 |
You add, “He owns his frequent relapses into sin, for
near twice ten years. Such is the case of a person who tells us
that he carefully considered every step he took; one of inti
mate communication with the Deity l’” Sir, I did not tell you
that; though, according to custom, you mark the words as mine. It is well for you, that forging quotations is not felony. My words are, “O what an hypocrite have I been (if this
be so) for near twice ten years! But I know it is not so. I
know every one under the law is even as I was;” namely, from
the time I was twelve years old, till considerably above thirty. “And is it strange,” you say, “that such a one should be
destitute of means to resolve his scruples? should be ever at
variance with himself, and find no place to fix his foot?”
Good Sir, not too fast. You quite outrun the truth again. Blessed be God, this is not my case. I am not destitute of
means to resolve my scruples. I have some friends, and a
little reason left. I am not ever at variance with myself; and
have found a place to fix my foot --
Now I have found the ground wherein
Firm my soul's anchor may remain;
The wounds of Jesus, for my sin
Before the world's foundation slain. And yet one of your assertions I cannot deny; namely,
that you “could run the parallel between me and numbers
of fanatical Papists: ” And that not only with regard to my
temper, but my stature, complexion, yea, (if need were,) the
very colour of my hair. 15. In your next section, you are to give an account of the
“spiritual succours and advantages received either during
these trials or very soon after.” (Section x. p. 92, &c.) It is
no wonder you make as lame work with these, as with the
conflicts which preceded them. “As the heart knoweth its
own bitterness, so a stranger doth not intermeddle with his
joy.” But it is no business of mine, as you have not done
me the honour to cite any of my words in this section. 16. “The unsteadiness of the Methodists, both in senti
ments and practice,” (section xi. p. 95, &c.,) is what you next
undertake to prove.