Wesley Collected Works Vol 11
| Author | John Wesley |
|---|---|
| Type | treatise |
| Year | None |
| Passage ID | jw-wesley-collected-works-vol-11-425 |
| Words | 376 |
He shared his all with the poor, who lay so
close to his heart, that, at the approach of death, when he
could not speak without difficulty, he cried out, ‘O my poor ! What will become of my poor !” He was blessed with so
great a degree of humility, as is scarce to be found. I am
witness how often he has rejoiced in being treated with
contempt. Indeed it seemed the very food of his soul, to be
little and unknown. “His zeal for souls, I need not tell you. Let the labours
of twenty-five years, and a martyr's death in the conclusion,
imprint it on your hearts. His diligent visiting of the sick
occasioned the fever which, by God’s commission, tore him
from you and me. And his vehement desire to take his last
leave of you with dying lips and hands, gave (it is supposed)
the finishing stroke, by preparing his blood for putrefaction. Thus has he lived and died your servant. And will any of
you refuse to meet him at God’s right hand in that day? “He walked with death always in sight. About two
months ago, he came to me and said, ‘My dear love, I know
not how it is, but I have a strange impression, death is near
us, as if it were to be some sudden stroke upon one of us. And it draws out all my soul in prayer, that we may be
ready. He then broke out, ‘Lord, prepare the soul thou
wilt call! And O stand by the poor disconsolate one that
shall be left behind ' '
“A few days before his departure, he was filled with love in
an uncommon manner. The same he testified as long as he
had a voice, and continued to the end, by a most lamb-like
patience, in which he smiled over death, and set his last seal
to the glorious truths he had so long preached among you. “Three years, nine months, and two days, I have possessed
my heavenly-minded husband. But now the sun of my
earthly joys is set for ever, and my soul filled with an anguish
which only finds its consolation in a total resignation to the
will of God.