Journal Vol4 7
| Author | John Wesley |
|---|---|
| Type | journal |
| Year | None |
| Passage ID | jw-journal-vol4-7-054 |
| Words | 397 |
your joy no man taketh from you. In that hour God broke
into my soul, delivered me from all sorrow, and filled my heart
with joy ; and, blessed be his name, I never have lost it, from
that hour to this.'
" For the first ten years, she was sometimes in transports of
joy, carried almost beyond herself; but for these last ten years,
she has had the constant witness that God has taken up all her
heart. He has filled me,' said she, ' with perfect love ; and
perfect love casts out fear. Jesus is mine ; God, and heaven,
and eternal glory, are mine. My heart, my very soul is lost,
yea, swallowed up, in God.'
" There were many of our friends standing by her bedside.
She exhorted them all, as one in perfect health, to keep close to
God. You can never,' said she, ' do too much for God :
When you have done all you can, you have done too little. O,
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who that knows Him, can love, or do, or suffer too much for
Him!'
" Some worldly people came in. She called them by name,
and exhorted them to repent and turn to Jesus. She looked
at me, and desired I would preach her funeral sermon on those
words, ' I have fought the good fight ; I have finished my
course ; I have kept the faith. Henceforth there is laid up for
me a crown of righteousness, which the Lord, the righteous
Judge, will give me at that day.'
" She talked to all round about her in as scriptural and
rational a manner as if she had been in her full strength, (only
now and then catching a little for breath,) with all the smiles of
heaven in her countenance. Indeed several times she seemed
to be quite gone ; but in a little while the taper lit up again,
and she began to preach, with divine power, to all that stood
nearher. She knew every person, and if any came into the
room whom she knew to be careless about religion, she directly
called them by name, and charged them to seek the Lord while
he might be found. At last she cried out, ' I see the heavens
opened ; I see Abraham, Isaac, and Jacob, with numbers of the