Journal Vol4 7
| Author | John Wesley |
|---|---|
| Type | journal |
| Year | None |
| Passage ID | jw-journal-vol4-7-031 |
| Words | 392 |
Wednesday, 29. I rode to Witney, and found more life than I
expected, both in the congregation and the society. Thursday,
20. I preached at Wattleton, at the front of Mr. Stonehill's
house. The whole congregation was seriously attentive. In
the evening I preached at High-Wycomb, to many more than
the Room would contain ; and I believe not in vain.
Fri. 21. I preached in Chesham, and on Saturday returned
to London.
Mon. 24. I set out for Northamptonshire, and received a
particular account of one that eminently adorned the Gospel :-
" 1. SUSANNAH SPENCER was born at Whittlebury, in the
year 1742. When she was young she contracted a very general
acquaintance, and was exceedingly beloved by them, having an
agreeable person, a good understanding, and much sweetness of
temper; and, being modest and decent in her whole behaviour,
she seemed, like others, to think she had religion enough.
" 2. In 1760, Thomas Grover came down, and preached
several times at Whittlebury and at Towcester. She went to
hear him, but with a fixed resolution, ' not to be catched,' as
she called it ; but her resolution was vain. In a sermon she
heard at Towcester, she was cut to the heart. Her convictions
grew deeper and deeper from that time, for about a year. She
was then hearing him preach, but felt her heart as hard as the
nether millstone. Yet at the love-feast which followed, it was
suddenly broke in pieces, and she was all melted into tears, by
32 [Oct. 1774.
those words applied to her inmost soul, in an inexpressible
manner,-
MyGod is reconciled,
His pardoning voice I hear !
He owns me for his child ;
I canno longer fear.
" 3. The day following, being exercised with strong tempta-
tion, she gave up her confidence; but the next night, wrestling
withGod in prayer, she received it againwith double evidence :
And though afterwards she frequently felt some doubts, yet it
never continued long ; but she had, in general, a clear, abiding
sense of the pardoning love ofGod.
"4. From that time she walked steadily and closely with
God, and was a pattern to all around her. She was particularly
exact in reproving sin, and lost no opportunity ofdoing it. In
her whole conversation she was remarkably lively, and yet gentle