Journal Vol1 3
| Author | John Wesley |
|---|---|
| Type | journal |
| Year | None |
| Passage ID | jw-journal-vol1-3-861 |
| Words | 300 |
Her brother gave me almost as strange an account of himself. Some
years since, as he was in the full career of sin, in a moment he felt the
wrath of God upon him, and was in the deepest horror and agony of
soul. He had no rest, day or night, feeling he was under the full
power of the devil. He was utterly incapable of any business, so that
he was obliged to shut up his shop. Thus he wandered up and down,
in exquisite torture, for just eighteen months: and then, in a moment,
the pressure was removed: he believed God had not forsaken him:
his understanding was clear as ever; he resumed his employ, and
followed it in the fear of God.
Mon. 22.--The more I converse with this people, the more I am
amazed. That God hath wrought a great work among them is manifest; and yet the main of them, believers and unbelievers, are not able
to give a rational account of the plainest principles of religion. It is
plain, God begins his work at the heart; then “ the inspiration of the
Highest giveth understanding.”
Wed. 24.--A gentlewoman called upon me, with her son, who (she
informed me) was given over last summer, having long been ill of a
wasting distemper, and expected death every day. In this state he was
one day in agony of prayer, when God revealed to him his pardoning
love. He immediately declared this to his mother, telling her also,
«© [ shall not die now: God has told me so.” And he recovered from
that hour. About eight, several of us took boat for Newtown, six miles
from Limerick. After dinner we took boat, in order to return. The
452 REV. Je WESLEY’S JOURNAL. © [ May, 1749.