Journal Vol1 3
| Author | John Wesley |
|---|---|
| Type | journal |
| Year | None |
| Passage ID | jw-journal-vol1-3-839 |
| Words | 301 |
Tues. November 1.--Being All Saints’ day, we had a solemn assembly at the chapel; as I cannot but observe, we have had on this very
day, for several years. Surely, “ right dear in the sight of the Lord is
the death of his saints!” Sun. 13.--Sarah Peters, a lover of souls, a
mother in Israel, went to rest. During a close observation of several
years, I never saw her, upon the most trying occasions, in any degree
ruffled or discomposed, but she was always loving, always happy. It
was her peculiar gift, and her continual care, to seek and save that
which was lost; to support the weak, to comfort the feeble-minded, to
bring back what had beea turned out of the way. And in doing this,
God endued her, above her fellows, with the love that “ believeth.
hopeth, endureth all things.”
“For these four years last past,” says one who was intimately acquainted with her, “we used once or twice a week to unbosom ourselves
to each other. I never knew her to have one doubt concerning her own
salvation. Her soul was always filled with the holy flame of love, and
ran after Christ as the ‘chariots of Ammi-nadib.’ She used to say, ‘I
think I am all spirit; I must be always moving; I cannot rest, day or
night, any longer than I am gathering in souls to God.’ Yet she would
often complain of her weakness and imperfections; and cry out, ‘I am
an unprofitable servant.’ I was sometimes jealous that she carried her
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charity too far, not allowing herself what was needful. But she would
answer, ‘I can live upon one meal a day, so that I may have to give to
them that have none.’ ”