Journal Vol1 3
| Author | John Wesley |
|---|---|
| Type | journal |
| Year | None |
| Passage ID | jw-journal-vol1-3-692 |
| Words | 315 |
Sat. March 1.--I visited the sick, who increased daily in every
quarter of the town. It is supposed that two thousand of the soldiers
only, have died since their encampment: the fever or flux sweeping
them away by troops, in spite of all the physicians could do.
Wed. 5.--I preached at Whickham at noon ; in the evening at Spen ;
the next day at Burnupfield; and, on Saturday, 8, in the square at
Placey. A vehement storm began in the middle of the sermon, which
was driven full upon us by the north-east wind; but the congregation
regarded it not.
Sunday, 9, was a day of solemn joy ; yet, in the afternoon, I felt a
great damp, occasioned by my neglecting to speak plainly to some who
were deceiving their own souls. I do not wonder at the last words of
St. Augustine and Archbishop Usher, “ Lord, forgive me my sins of
omission!” I preached on Monday, at Horsley ; on Tuesday, at Biddick ; and, on Wednesday, 12, at Sunderland, where I endeavoured to
bring the little society into some kind of order. In the afternoon, being
at Mrs. Fenwick’s and seeing a child there of ten or twelve years old,
I asked, “ Does your daughter know Christ, or know she has need of
him?” She replied with much concern, “I fear not: nothing has ever
affected her at all.” Immediately that word came into my mind,
«« Before they call, I will answer.” I was going'to say, “* Come, let us
call upon God to show her she has need of a Saviour ;” but, before the
words were pronounced, the child tarned away her face, and began crying as if she would break her heart. 1 could get no word from her but,
« My sins, my sins!” We then besought God to carry on his own work.