Journal Vol1 3
| Author | John Wesley |
|---|---|
| Type | journal |
| Year | None |
| Passage ID | jw-journal-vol1-3-691 |
| Words | 397 |
Fri. 28.--I took my leave of Katy Parks, calmty waiting till ker
change should come. A day or two after she had her desire, sweetly
giving up her soul to God. Of the same spirit was the writer of the
following letter :--
“ February 22, 1745.
“Dear Sin,--You mnay remember to have seen me at Oxford once.
Since then, by walking somewhat different from the ways of the world,
I have incurred the displeasure of the world; and I have gone +arough
many trials. My friends and nearest relations have done their atmost to
separate me from God and his children; but, blessed be our dear Lord,
all their attempts have hitherto been in vain. Of late they have seemed
resolved on other measures ; namely, to separate me from themselves; but,
notwithstanding all their threats, I hope, by the power of God, to remain
unshaken to the end. I would willingly suffer the loss of all things, rather
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than deny the Lord that bought me. And I am persuaded, that ne’ther
life nor death shall ever separate me from his love.
“The sum of all my desires and hopes in this world, for many years,
has been this :--to be regularly sent forth as an ambassador of Christ. I
ong to spend and be spent for the best of masters; but I doubt my relations have disappointed me of this; for Oxford knows my place no more.
** My uncle sees that nobody can do his business better, or perhaps so
well as myself; but he can’t bear a Methodist in his house. He wants to
have me of his own taste; but as I have been washed, I cannot, I dare
not, I will not, by the grace of God, turn to my former wallowing in
the mire.
‘“‘Dear sir, you see my case. There is nothing I so much long for, as
to be employed in the Lord’s vineyard, though utterly unworthy: I
should be glad to be advised and directed by you, what to do: I will do
whatsoever you judge most proper toward the promoting our Saviour’s
interest. I am happy in his love, and
“Your most obedient servant,
“Joun Boswortn.”
But there was no need for his taking thought for the morrow: for in
a few weeks God took him to himself.