Journal Vol1 3
| Author | John Wesley |
|---|---|
| Type | journal |
| Year | None |
| Passage ID | jw-journal-vol1-3-679 |
| Words | 393 |
“JT was sometimes more, sometimes less, serious, till Monday afternoon ;
when an oid acquaintance, from Wakefield, came to see me; a poor,
drunken, idle, talking man. When he was gone, my hushand said he
would suffer no more of such as him to come near me. I flew into a great
rage; on which he went into another room, and poured out his soul before
God for me. The Lord hearkened, and heard, and sent his Holy Spirit,
who gave me to think what J had been doing all my life; and to resolve
to give up all for Christ. Immediately I felt a strong love to God, and a
steadfast hope that, if I cried to him, I should have ‘ the knowledge of
salvation, by the remission of’ my ‘sins.’ When my husband came into
the room, I called him to me, and told him how I was. He could hardly
believe it; and, to try me, asked if John Nelson should come and pray
with me. I said, ‘ Yes; or any of the children of God.’ Then he took
courage, and we wept on each other’s neck. When John Nelson came,
he strengthened me much. He came a second time, between nine and
ten. After he went, my husband and sister Fenton prayed with me, till
they were quite spent; but I thought, if they were, | must not. So I
looked to God for strength, and he gave it; and I prayed without ceasing,
till that text came fresh into my mind, ‘ There is joy in heaven over one
sinner that repenteth, more than over ninety and nine just persons, which
need no repentance.’ I was then I know not how. I thought Christ stood
in the front, and all the angels behind.and on each side of me, rejoicing
over me; but still I had not a clear sight that my sins were forgiven.
However, I now ventured to take a little sleep. I slept from two till five.
When I awaked, I began to cry out for help: I thought his chariots were
long a coming. I continued in prayer, till my husband, who sat by me,
perceived my prayers were swallowed up in praise. Indeed I was lost in
Christ. I knew not where I was. My burden was quite gone, and I found