Journal Vol1 3
| Author | John Wesley |
|---|---|
| Type | journal |
| Year | None |
| Passage ID | jw-journal-vol1-3-616 |
| Words | 339 |
Mon. February 4.--I had the pleasure of receiving from Dr. Hartley, a particular account of Dr. Cheyne’s last hours. During his last
illness, he felt a gentle and gradual decay, so that he apprehended what
the event would be. But it did not appear to give him any concern.
He seemed quite loose from all below, till, without any struggle, either
of body or mind, he calmly gave up his soul to God. Tues. 5.--We
set out early, and the next day, at noon, met the little society at Windsor. We called at Brentford likewise; and, after a short stop, rode
on, and reached London in the evening.
Sun. 17.--I laboured much with one of our brethren, whose eyes the
Antinomians had just opened, and for the present he seemed to be convinced. But I doubt that conviction will not continue ; it being not so
easy to remove any one from that Gospel which flesh and blood hath
revealed unto them. My exhorting the congregation here, not to consult
with flesh and blood, but to attend the morning preaching, occasioned
my receiving the following letter :--
“ Dear Srr,--For some time past I have been very negligent of coming
in a morning, though I have been often severely reproved in my own
mind for omitting that, which I knew was my duty both to God and my
brethren. And from time to time, when you have exhorted us to partake
of so useful a privilege, I have always been condemned.
“ A few days ago I set myself to consider, whence this slackness must
proceed. And JI soon saw, the root of it was, an evil heart of unbelief,
departing from the living God, and, therefore, from his service. The
pernicious branches of this I found to be ignoraxce and sloth. It was
ignorance of myself that caused me to cry, ‘Peeve, peace;’ and to say
within myself, ‘I know enough, and am satisfie, | And while I was in
328 REV. J. WESLEY'S JOURNAL. [Feb. 1745 --