Wesley Corpus

Journal Vol1 3

AuthorJohn Wesley
Typejournal
YearNone
Passage IDjw-journal-vol1-3-505
Words334
Trinity Means of Grace Assurance
Many others took an opportunity of speaking to me, and declaring what God had done for their souls. But one came to me, Mrs. Sp---- , who was still torn in pieces with sorrow, and doubts, and fears. Her chief fear, she said, was, that we are all Papists. I asked her, how she came to fear this, after she had heard us preach for near three years, and been more than a twelvemonth in the society. She said, “ Why, it is not long since I met with a gentleman who told me, he was a Roman Catholic. And when I asked him, if Mr. Wesley was a Papist, he would not say yes or no; but only, ‘ Mr. W. is a very good man; and you do well to hear him.’ Besides, it is but two or three nights since, as I was Just setting out to come to the room, Miss Gr met me, and said, ‘ My dear friend, you sha’nt go; indeed you sha’nt; you don’t know what youdo. Iassure you, Mr. W. is a Papist, and soamI; he converted me. You know how I used to pray to saints and to the virgin Mary; it was Mr. W. taught me when I was in the bands. And I saw him rock the cradle on Christmas eve: you knowI scorn to tell a lie.’ Well, but, said I, how comes it that none of the rest who are in the bands, have found this out as well as you? ‘0,’ replied she, ‘ they are not let into the secret yet ; perhaps, if you was in the bands, you might not hear a word of it for a year or more. OQ, you can’t imagine the depth of the design!’ The maid at her back then fell a crying, and said, ** Indeed, madam, Miss Gr. talks so fine! Do, madam, mind what she says.” So between one and the other, poor Mrs. Sp----- was utterly confounded.