Journal Vol1 3
| Author | John Wesley |
|---|---|
| Type | journal |
| Year | None |
| Passage ID | jw-journal-vol1-3-458 |
| Words | 299 |
April 16.--(Being Good Friday.) I was desired to call on one that
was ill at Islington. I found there several of my old acquaintance
who loved me once as the apple of their eye. By staying with them but
a little, I was clearly convinced, that was I to stay but one week among
them, (unless the providence of God plainly called me so to do,) I
should be as still as poor Mr. St I felt their words, as it were,
thrilling through my veins. So soft! so pleasing to nature! It seemed
our religion was but a heavy, coarse thing; nothing so delicate, so
refined as theirs. I wonder any person of taste (that has not faith) can
stand before them !
Sun. 18.--In the afternoon, one who had tasted the love of God, but
nad turned again to folly, was deeply convinced, and torn, as it were,
in pieces, by guilt, and remorse, and fear; and even after the sermon
was ended, she continued in the same agony, it seemed, both of body
and sou.. Many of us were then met together in another part of the
house ; but her cries were so piercing, though at a distance, that I could
not pray, nor hardly speak, being quite chilled every time I heard them.
I asked, whether it were best to bring her in, or send her out of the
house. It being the general voice, she was brought in, and we cried to
God, to heal her backsliding. We soon found we were asking according to his will. He not only bade her “depart in peace,” but filled
many others, till then heavy of heart, with peace and joy in believing.
“a 9 EIR, Se aaa?
248 REV. J. WESLEY’S JOURNAL. _ [May, 1742.