Journal Vol1 3
| Author | John Wesley |
|---|---|
| Type | journal |
| Year | None |
| Passage ID | jw-journal-vol1-3-443 |
| Words | 395 |
Tues. 26.--I explained at Chelsea, the faith which worketh by love.
I was very weak when I went into the room ; but the more “ the beasts
of the people” increased in madness and rage, the more was | strengthvned, both in body and soul; so that I believe few in the house, which
was exceeding full, lost one sentence of what I spoke. Indeed they
could not see me, nor one another at a few yards’ distance, by reason
of the exceeding thick smoke, which was occasioned by the wild-fire
and things of that kind, continually thrown into the room. But they
who could praise God in the midst of the fires, were not to be affrighted
by a little smoke. Wed. 2'77.--I buried the body of Saran Wuiskin, a
young woman late of Cambridge; a short account of whom follows,
in the words of one that was with her, during her last struggle for
eternity :---
“The first time she went, intending to hear Mr. Wesley, was January
3; but he was then ill. She went again, Tuesday, 5, and was not dis-
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Jan. 1742.] REV. J. WESLEY’S JOURNAL. 241
appointed. From that time she seemed quite taken up with the things
above, and could willingly have been always hearing, or praying, or sing
ing hymns. Wednesday, 13, she was sent for into the country ; at which
news she cried violently, being afraid to go lest she should again be conformable to the world. With tears in her eyes, she asked me, ‘ What
shall I do? I am in a great strait.’ And being advised to commit her
cause to God, and pray that his will might be done, not her own, she said
she would defer her journey three days, to wait upon God, that he might
show his will concerning her. The next day she was taken ill of a fever ;
but being something better on Friday, she sent and took a place in the
Cambridge coach, for the Tuesday following. Her sister asked her if
she thought it was the will of God she should go. She answered, ‘I
leave it to the Lord; and am sure he will find a way to prevent it, if it is
‘not for my good.’ Sunday, 17, she was ill again, and desired me to write