Journal Vol1 3
| Author | John Wesley |
|---|---|
| Type | journal |
| Year | None |
| Passage ID | jw-journal-vol1-3-365 |
| Words | 319 |
Wed. 24.--My brother set out for London. Thursday, 25, I met
with such a case, as I do not remember either to have known or heard
of before. L a Sm , afler many years’ mourning, was filled
with peace and joy in believing. In the midst of this, without any discernible cause, such a cloud suddenly overwhelmed her, that she could
not believe her sins were ever forgiven her at all; nor that there was
any such thing as forgiveness of sins. She could not believe that the
Scriptures were true ; nor that there was any heaven or hell, o- angel,
Jan. 1741.) ° REV. J. WESLEY S JOURNAL. 198
or spirit, or any God. One more I have since found in the same state.
So sure it is, that all faith is the gift of God; which the moment he
withdraws, the evil heart of unbelief will poison the whole soul.
Fri. 26.--I returned early in the morning to Kingswood, in order to
preach at the usual hour. But my congregation was gone to hear Mr.
Cc , so that (except a few from Bristol) I had not above two or three
men, and as many women, the same number I had once or twice before.
In the evening I read nearly through a treatise of Dr. John Edwards,
on “ The Deficiency of Human Knowledge and Learning.” Surely,
never man wrote like this man! At least, none of all whom I have
seen. I have not seen so haughty, overbearing, pedantic a writer.
Stiff and trifling in the same breath ; positive and opiniated to the last
degree, and of course treating others with no more good manners than
justice. But above all, sour, ill-natured, morose without a parallel,
which indeed is his distinguishing character. Be his opinion right or
wrong, if Dr. Edwards’s temper were the Christian temper, I would
abjure Christianity for ever.