Journal Vol1 3
| Author | John Wesley |
|---|---|
| Type | journal |
| Year | None |
| Passage ID | jw-journal-vol1-3-282 |
| Words | 394 |
Thur. 20.--Mrs. C , being in deep heaviness, had desired me
to meet her this afternoon. She had long earnestly desired to receive
the holy communion, having an unaccountably strong persuasion, that
God would manifest himself to her therein, and give rest to her soul.
But her heaviness being now greatly increased, Mr. D e gave her
that fatal advice,--not to communicate till she had living faith. This
still added to her perplexity. _Yet at length she resolved to obey God
rather than man. And “he was made known unto” her “in breaking
of bread.” In that moment she felt her load removed, she knew she
was accepted in the Beloved; and all the time I was expounding at
Mr. B ’s, was full of that peace which cannot be uttered.
Fri. 21.--Another of Dr. Monro’s patients came to desire my
advice. I found no reason to believe she had been any otherwise
mad than every one is, who is deeply convinced of sin. And I cannot
doubt, but if she will trust in the living God, he will give “ medicine
to heal her sickness.” Sun. 23.--I declared to about ten thousand,
in Moorfields, with great enlargement of spirit, “ The kingdom of God
is not meat and drink; but righteousness, and peace, and joy in the
Holy Ghost.” At Kennington I enforced to about twenty thousand,
that great truth, ‘“‘ One thing is needful.” Thence I went to Lambeth,
and showed (to the amazement, it seemed, of many who were present)
how “he that is born of God doth not commit sin.”
Mon. 24.--I preached once more at Plaistow, and took my leave
of the people of that place. In my return, a person galloping swiftly,
rode full against me, and overthrew both man and horse ; but without
any hurt to either. Glory be to Him who saves both man and beast!
Tues. 25.--After dining with one of our brethren who was married
this day, I went, as usual, to the society at St. James’s, weary and
weak in body. But God strengthened me for his own work; as he
did, at six, at Mr. B ’s; and, at eight, in Winchester Yard, where
it was believed were present eleven or twelve hundred persons; to
whom I declared, if “they had nothing to pay,” God would * frankly
forgive them all.”