Journal Vol1 3
| Author | John Wesley |
|---|---|
| Type | journal |
| Year | None |
| Passage ID | jw-journal-vol1-3-1177 |
| Words | 346 |
‘** Blessed be God, who desireth not the death of a sinner! It pleased
him not to cut off my son in his sins. He gave him time to repent; and
not only so, but a heart to repent. He showed him his lost estate by nature;
and that unless he was reconciled to God by his Son, and washed in his
blood from all his sins, he could never be saved. After he was condemned
at York for a robbery on the highway, I attended him in the condemned
room; and, blessed be God, he enabled me to preach the everlasting
Gospel to him. It was on Saturday he was condemned. It was on the
Saturday following the Lord touched his heart. He then began to wrestle
with God in prayer, and left not off till Sunday in the afternoon, when
God, who is rich in mercy, applied the blood of his Son, and convinced
him, he had forgiven him all his sins. He felt his soul at peace with God,
and longed to depart and to be with Christ. The following week his
peace increased daily, till, on Saturday, the day he was to die, he came
out of the condemned room clothed in his shroud, and went into the cart.
As he went on, the cheerfulness and composure of his countenance were
amazing to all the spectators. At the place of execution, after he had
spent some time in prayer, he rose up, took a cheerful leave of his friends,
and said, ‘ Glory be to God for free grace!’ His last words were, ‘ Lord
Jesus, receive my soul.’ ”
Part of the other letter, wrote by himself to his wife, was as follows:
“My Dear,--Righteous is the Lord, and just are his judgments !' His
hand of justice cuts my life short, but his hand of mercy saves my soul.
You, for one, are a witness of the course of life I led. Were it in my
ower, I would gladly make amends to you and every one else that I