To 1776
| Author | John Wesley |
|---|---|
| Type | journal |
| Year | None |
| Passage ID | jw-journal-1773-to-1776-057 |
| Words | 380 |
The
substance of it is as follows:--
“August 16, 1775. “ABouT three weeks since, a person came and told me,
Martha Wood, of Darlaston, was dying, and had a great
desire to see me. When I came into the house, which, with
all that was in it, was scarce worth five pounds, I found, in
that mean cottage, such a jewel as my eyes never beheld
before. Her eyes even sparkled with joy, and her heart
danced like David before the ark: In truth, she seemed to
be in the suburbs of heaven, upon the confines of glory. “She took hold of my hand, and said, ‘I am glad to see
you; you are my father in Christ. It is twenty years since I
heard you first. It was on that text, Now ye have sorrow :
But I will see you again, and your heart shall rejoice, and
your joy no man taketh from you. In that hour God broke
into my soul, delivered me from all sorrow, and filled my
heart with joy; and, blessed be his name, I never have lost it,
from that hour to this.”
“For the first ten years, she was sometimes in transports
of joy, carried almost beyond herself; but for these last ten
years, she has had the constant witness that God has taken
up all her heart. ‘He has filled me,’ said she, “with perfect
love; and perfect love casts out fear. Jesus is mine; God,
and heaven, and etermal glory, are mine. My heart, my very
soul is lost, yea, swallowed up, in God.”
“There were many of our friends standing by her bedside. She exhorted them all, as one in perfect health, to keep close
to God. “You can never,’ said she, “do too much for God:
When you have done all you can, you have done too little. Aug. 1775.] JOURNAL. 53
O, who that knows Him, can love, or do, or suffer too much
for Him I? “Some worldly people came in. She called them by name,
and exhorted them to repent and turn to Jesus. She
looked at me, and desired I would preach her funeral sermon
on those words, “I have fought the good fight; I have
finished my course; I have kept the faith.