To 1773
| Author | John Wesley |
|---|---|
| Type | journal |
| Year | None |
| Passage ID | jw-journal-1760-to-1773-140 |
| Words | 393 |
I did not see that it was; for though I
had heard, from time to time, many objections to Mr. M.'s
conduct, there was no possibility of clearing them up. Above
a year ago I desired him to meet me with some that accused
him, that I might hear them face to face; but his answer
was as follows:
“December 28, 1761. “I HAVE considered the thing, since you spoke to me,
about meeting at Mrs. March's. And I do not think to be
there, or to meet them at any time. It is enough that I was
arraigned at the Conference.” (At which I earnestly defended
him, and silenced all his accusers.) “I am not convinced that
it is my duty to make James Morgan, &c., my judges. If
Feb. 1763.] JOURNAL, 127
you, Sir, or any one of them, have any thing to say to me
alone, I will answer as far as I see good.”
The next month I wrote him along letter, telling him mildly
all I heard or feared concerning him. He took it as a deep
affront; and in consequence thereof wrote as follows:-
“January 14, 1762. “IF you call me proud or humble, angry or meek, it seems
to sit much the same on my heart. If you call me John or
Judas, Moses or Korah, I am content. As to a separation,
I have no such thought; if you have, and now (as it were)
squeeze blood out of a stone, be it to yourself.”
Several months after, hearing some rumours, I again wrote
to him freely. In his answer were the following words:
“September 23, 1762. “ExPERIENCE teaches me daily, that they that preach
salvation from the nature of sin, will have the same treatment
from the others as they had and have from the world: But
I am willing to bear it. Your brother is gone out of town. Had he stayed much longer, and continued, Sunday after
Sunday, to hinder me from preaching, he would have forced
me to have got a place to preach in, where I should not have
heard what I think the highest truths contradicted.”
In his next letter, he explained himself a little farther:
“October 16, 1762. “WE have great opposition on every side. Nature, the
world, and the devil, will never be reconciled to Christian
perfection.